Down in the dumps
So Saturday night I went into a depression over some fucked up things in my past. Sat there for 4 hours with a bottle of codeine and a glass of water wondering what the hell is keeping me here. I'm still in the depressed mode and haven't slept or ate for 48 hours. I've talked to a couple of people and they have told me to go see a doctor and get put on Prozak(sp?) or some other shit. I just don't know yet. The only thing keeping me here is my daughter. But sometimes I think she would be better off without me being here. Life just sux right now. Have you ever looked around and wondered where your friends were at when you needed them. It jsut seems now when I need a friend to talk to their no where to be found. Sorry for the rant jsut need to get this out.